FEELINGS

Smile. That is the first thing that I noticed about you A smile which is so special, makes my heart undenial We're on the process of getting to know, But girl, this feelings of mine seems to grow.  Every day that passes, the connection matches  Know that I am always here for you, even if the fate seems not to want to. We all have the time, but I promise, this feeling wouldn't mind, Patience and consistency is the key, so take your time and heal with me, Let's fight for what we know is right, as long as we're on the good side. I know it will be tough, but put this is mind, I can be your strength when the time gets rough. Love, keep on smiling and please keep on going, Life can be unfair, take a rest and I know you could bear. This would be hard, but then let me be your guard,  Glad to have you, so glad that I met you What we have is priceless, and I wish it could be timeless. Hope we could stay like this, and hoping this would be endless Love to see you, hope to be with ...

I was eating my garlic bread when I saw you in my mind. I was barely breathing while eating, it's been a while since I lost you love, but still deep in my heart, it's always you. Losing you is like living without happiness, but that's life though, right? We should keep going, we can take a pause for a while to rest, but then we always need to move forward. Moving forward is always a new beginning, a new beginning means an achievement or another page of our lives that is set to begin. In life, we know that sometimes it's uncertain, sometimes it's about happiness, or just random feelings, but then at the end of the day, in our own room, our self and mind is messed up, it's a great thing though, since our rooms should have been our comfort zone, but then we need to go out with that comfort zone,  we need to go out to ease up, to boost ourselves. Life taught me two things, it's about taking a step and making a pause.  Taking a step means we're ready, making ...

It was one morning when I am having my coffee and suddenly, you popped up in my mind, the feeling jives with how bitter my coffee is, maybe because, it's about the bitterness and pain that I had when you left. You leaving me is actually worst, dark, and painful, worst because, we've been friends like forever, dark because, you're one of my lights, painful because, my happiness was gone, treasuring the memories we have is like having a real life scar, it's painful yes, but it will remind me of you, always. Used to having you around, used to be your strength, used to be with you every weekends, and yes, "used" to, because it can't be happening again, if I will have the power to turn back time, girl, I would go back to the time where you should've stepped on the brakes to avoid collision, or I would've go back to the time when they're trying to save you, wanna know why? So that, even if it's just a glimpse, I won't waste time, I just want ...

Wondering why it took three years for our paths to cross I keep asking myself why not? Since we both don't want to lose. Lost multiple times, but found by someone who doesn't care even about dime. Lady, you make me crazy, you give me mixed emotions and I feel dizzy. You never fail to make me smile and yet you also never fail to make me feel upset for a while. Our story may be as same as others, but I hope, this story of us, is like a good dope. Under my blanket, cuddling with you is the best      because with that I can feel your heat. My lady, thank you for the endless arguments which leads us into unforgettable moments. All I want is to be next to you. Remember that we took risk, so you got me, I got you. Rounding up and down my love for you is infinite Yes, you read that right, so no matter happens, you'll be stuck with this annoying person, until the last hit. My lady, I adore you so much, and I want to kiss you by bunch. Everything seems so light, and I hope no matte...

I wasn't expecting you I wasn't expecting this I wasn't expecting anything But you came I wasn't praying for something, Wasn't praying for someone Wasn't aware that I can Wasn't prepared for this But lady, you came unexpectedly You came without even knowing that your presence makes me shiver. And I wasn't aware that from the start you'll make me wonder. Kept thinking why now? Kept thinking why you? Kept thinking why me? Kept thinking will it be worth it? And yes, I know it will be. Baby, thank you for risking, thank you for staying. Know that we'll be through ups and downs, but then please always choose to stay, let's always choose to fix, to talk, to work things out. I want to settle with you, I don't know why, but please, let me, I want all of you, you're the most attractive imperfect human for me, I don't care about the flaws, insecurities and judgements, remember this, you have me, you got me, and we got this. I love you.

It's 9:33 and my mind is lost. It's so dark that I can't focus. My mind is thinking My heart is deciding My life has no direction But with you I made a decision I know it's worth it waiting But lady, it's so tiring Should I hold on? Or should I move on? Should we keep going? Or should we end this nonsense? With you, I feel alive But also with you, I feel nothing. Why do we keep our feelings fake? What's our take? I tried reviving my feelings But lady, I can't feel it within. This may be a good bye But remember, once, my heart was yours, only yours. Tale care my love, Even if our way needs to be apart.